i think i am feeling happy. just a little confused. i mean i dont know if this is gonna be the right time. but i am not a heartless person. i just need some time to sort things out. thank goodness my wedding would be in about 2 months time. i cannot think about ending the marriage anymore. i cannot be so immature. what a twist of fate.. haha.. well......my period aint gonna come anymore...at least not for the next 9 months... *i am happy, period.*