supposed to be working this evening. but came home instead..sigh.. just my luck. already no gro working tonight..yet i had to come home..to rest. who would believe i actually fell down in the restaurant just now? that stooooopid housekeeping auntie who was mopping the floor..cant you just put that damn "wet floor" sign to alert people?? other than bruising my knee, i hope everything else would be fine. especially baby. i was so scared just now. i was so afraid my fall might hurt the baby. who would understand? i cried not because of the fall (cos this was like the 5th time or what i have fallen down in the restaurant cos of the stupid poorly-done flooring) but cos im afraid for the baby. well, baby should be fine. i will go and see the doctor first thing tomorrow morning. to think i was just discussing this with my manager the day before about my next 6 weeks at the restaurant. sigh.. its like this...i went to the gynae for the first time few days ago to check baby. baby is doing good and i could even see him/her from the ultrasound scan. so touching.. i mean, a life inside my tummy. my gosh... but cos of some medical problems, my gynae suggests that i dicontinue my job in the restaurant until baby is three months old. if not i would be very prone to a miscarriage..touch wood. i started to worry cos gynae actually said i cannot carry heavy stuff and be overworked etc. so if i dont work in the restaurant, where can i go? i was supposed to further discuss this with my manager today, and this happened. sigh.. i think i am such a troublesome employee..how?? haha.. i better go and see a doctor tomorrow then see how.. hubby sent me home in a cab just now.. he is working till 8pm tonight. i havent really chatted with him for long time. whenever i see him, its almost bedtime. and whenever he starts talking, i begin dozing off. lol.. its really ironic...
